Sometimes I don’t know what to say about her. I get really iffy once I start getting attached to a girl. I think it’s because part of me thinks, “This is it. No one else.” That scares the hell out of me. It doesn’t take away from how I feel about her because she’s one of the most perfect girls I’ve ever known, but I have tendencies to… stray. And I have to stop thinking that I will because I don’t have to, and why would I want to be the one to hurt her when I’m supposed to take care of her?

So I take it slow with her. I tell her how I feel about her every single day. I get to know her better than anyone else can, and she does the same. I make plans I’m not sure we’ll fulfill any time soon, I tell her I love her, and then I tell her I’m moving.

I feel like I have everything backwards. Let me know if I’m doing this all wrong.

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