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[30 Apr 2010 | One Comment | 100 views]

I hate airing my dirty laundry, but I hate keeping things in. It’s lose-lose for me. But lately, my heart has been aching for you so badly, and all I think about is how I changed your diaper for the…

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[25 Apr 2010 | No Comment | 208 views]

I’ve been hesitant about going on any long-distant trips with anyone with fear of getting angry and making things awkward for the remainder. This weekend was a reminder of how much I enjoy being out with the…

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[19 Apr 2010 | No Comment | 112 views]

I have a tendency to want to fight everyone at all times. By everyone, I mean men with egos bigger than mine (or at least close). When I was in my early 20s, I was pulled out of bars…

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[18 Apr 2010 | No Comment | 111 views]

Many of you may have gathered from reading my posts that I have struggled with drugs for close to 10 years now. I started in high school, and it ballooned into a much bigger problem…

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[16 Apr 2010 | One Comment | 155 views]

Last night, I took advantage of your vulnerability. I didn’t think of it that way while I was doing it, but waking up in the morning after the fact, well, it was almost a feeling of “Did I lead her…

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[14 Apr 2010 | No Comment | 86 views]

I cannot maintain relationships. This has gone from being a notion to being a fact. It is emotionally draining, and I was always end up getting attached to the most unstable girls. “Normal” girls never last because I get bored…