I won’t get into detail about the current status of my personal life except to say that I’m sorry to those I’ve disappointed.

In other news, I have been mingling with as many people as possible since I’ve been back…

After trying in vain for so many years to earn some kind of acceptance within my family, I started to think that it didn’t matter what I did because I didn’t deserve my father’s love, or any kind of appreciation…

It’s the only thing that stuck with me from the other night. Constantly being told you can’t do something, from both your mother and father, can be damaging to some people, especially for kids. When I was younger, I looked…

Well, to be fair, I don’t think they’re ALL making mistakes. I’ve dated the girls that are marrying other people, and the other day, someone asked me if I thought it was weird. Four ex-girlfriends are going to commit…

His name is my name too. The first thing I noticed about this guy was how much he sounded like a less whiny Kevin Devine. There a bunch of songs you can download for free on his ReverbNation page, so go crazy and add some new music on your iPod.

I don’t know how I get into these slumps. I have amazing people in my life, and I’m grateful to still be alive, but sometimes, I miss having her around. A therapist once told me that I would probably never…

Chris “Kanude” Knudson is a rock/americana writer, performer and producer originally from Houston, Texas, and currently residing in Austin. He has lived and worked previously in Texas, New York City, Los Angeles and Berlin, Germany, recording and releasing records on his own Lightstone Records under the Kanude and Val Holler monikers.