Many of you may have gathered from reading my posts that I have struggled with drugs for close to 10 years now. I started in high school, and it ballooned into a much bigger problem…

Last night, I took advantage of your vulnerability. I didn’t think of it that way while I was doing it, but waking up in the morning after the fact, well, it was almost a feeling of “Did I lead her…

I cannot maintain relationships. This has gone from being a notion to being a fact. It is emotionally draining, and I was always end up getting attached to the most unstable girls. “Normal” girls never last because I get bored…

It was a difficult decision to come back immediately to writing. In my head, I figured I’d never garner the courage to write in here about anything personal ever again, but I’m going to suck it up and be a…

Today, I had an epiphany – I have a lot of fucking regrets. I mean, holy shit. I spent most of my life thinking of mistakes as life lessons instead of wishing they’d never happened. After all, you fuck up…

Throughout the course of my rehab stay, nothing has been given more emphasis than the “one day at a time” approach. It keeps things in perspective and doesn’t distract you by placing unattainable goals into your head (“I’m going to…

And yes, it’s real.